This is the letter i wrote to the girl i love. She loves me very much too! Things kinda messed up because of her bitchy friend.. Do you think giving this letter will make her understand ??
Im dying without her..
Heidi listen please
This has gone too long my life has just 5-10 minutes a day and thats when i talk to you all other time, i'm staring at the monitor waiting for the yahoo messenger to popup with the magical words. or i fall asleep on chair.
Can you imagine what im going through evry second im dreaming about being near you looking into your eyes touching your hair coddling you like a doll Kissing your face
And at this very second I want to come to you it will complete my life, and yours too. Even though I didnt tell you, I am doing everything I can to come over and stand infront of you And let you walk the last few steps between us. And Hug me..
I went to the embassy, Visa applying places and did everything that came to my mind but they all say that its not possible..
Today I want to let you know exactly what I feel And what I want. Try to imagine how its killing me when I cant come to you coz its beyond my posibilities.. And every minute im searcging internet applying to everything which I feel that would let me come over there but nothing works At the same time you're with someone else even though you know very well that im the one that your heart asks for..
And when I close my eyes I cant stop these pictures flashing infront of me that you're in his arms, still worrying whats missing you know very well whats missing but still you dont do anything about it
Let me tell you whats missing. A part of your heart is missing! But dont worry. its safe right here with me. I treasure it abd i will giveup anything for it.
ALL I NEED IS TO STAND INFRONT OF YOU AND SEE THE MISSING SMILE OF YOUR FACE RETURN SEE THE LOST STRENGTH OF YOUR SOUL RETURN BECAUSE I BROUGHT TO YOU THE REST OF YOUR HEART AND YOU RUN THOSE FEW STEPS TOWARDS ME AND HUG ME SO TIDE AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO THEN EVERY MINUTE PASS BY, WE WILL BE TOGETHER WITH THE HAPPINESS AS MUCH AS HAPPINESS CAN BE...
Now after reading this letter And when you talk to me we say "Hi.." Then we smile then we dont talk abt gossips you have to tell me you have to answer me please because cant wait anymore.. please