Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry
.. as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you ..
..you Broke my heart ..but I Love you with Every piece of it ..
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That is so true to me right now. My boyfriend called me up last night crying and telling me how he felt like he was a little twisted from some of the things he had done, but to me they were normal. He is really worried about himself even though I don't think he has a reason to be. I showed him this post and it almost completeley cleared away all his fears. I can't tell you how much that meant to me.