I am what you call a failure. Because when I tried my best not to fall for you, I failed. When I tried to make you fall for me, I failed. When I tried to make us friends again, I failed. And when I tried not to regret it all, I failed. I am what you call a failure.
Its funny how, whenever I hear, see or feel something beautiful, something positive, meaningful or gentle, I can't help but think of how these things remind me of you. I really hope that someday, you will know what I mean.
This is a letter I wrote that I never had the balls to send.
I once said that I was in love with you. You told me that I was not. You said that when I did fall in love, it would be incomparable to any other feeling. I didn't say anything cause I was so surprised that you would say that. But now want to tell you that you're wrong. What I have isn't infatuation or idolization. You're not perfect, I can see that: You forget things really easily, you keep staring off in the space sometimes when we talk. You put yourself down a lot and are too modest and pessimistic when you shouldn't be. Not to mention your constant craving for chocolate. But don't you understand? These flaws are the things that make you so innocent and pure. Its the little things too, like when you blush, you always go through this little routine. You always try to hide your teeth when you smile, then you look at your feet and then you brush your curls away from your face and finally you look at me like the thought is still lingering in your mind. When you laugh, you don't try to hide it. You look like your running out of breath most of the time. Or how your eyes are like pure glacial water, as blue as blue can get. When you look at me, your eyes make me feel warm, but I shiver nevertheless. They say that eyes are the windows into the soul and with you, that is no lie. I swear, if I stare long enough into your eyes, I could feel a breeze on my face, even in a stuffy room. Or when you smile, just simply smile, those dimples form and you give a grin that would make ice melt, or shame Hollywood actresses. Hell, I'm not giving you justice saying these things, a smile like yours could turn water into wine. Or when I told you I was falling in love with you and there were tears building in your eyes. When that happened, I swear, I could feel my body go cold and numb, as if my own physical being was trying to punish me for making you cry; for being such a moron. How I couldn't stop imagining me physically kicking myself for the rest of that month. How, every time I see, or hear, or taste, or feel, or smell something amazing or unique, something beautiful, colorful, gentle, soft, curious, innocent or striking, I can't help but think about you. You're not in my mind every waking second, but you correlate so well with these characteristics that I've never gone through a single day without thinking about you at least once. And what's more, I can't stop smiling when I do. I know you're in a serious relationship and I'm sorry, I just couldn't help myself. I thought that I needed to tell you this. I thought I had to take a chance, cause I felt this way so strongly. I'm starting to make very little sense now, so I'll get to the point. I know that I can't force you to love me back, but look, if this isn't love, then shoot me, put me out of my damn misery, cause there can't be any other feeling better than this. So I hope that someday, when we pass by and you give me that awkward glance and that shy wave hello, I hope you look straight into MY eyes, cause they'll always be looking straight into yours. I hope that you'll forgive me for what I did that day, how I pulled our friendship apart with three simple words. I hope that you will read all this one day and you will realize that what I said... that I was falling in love with you...
All the beauty I look around reminds me of YOU! Just because you're more than anything ... even the hardest of the things said by you mean a lot to me, may be you could know at some point in future!
Time takes its crazy toll and how does your mirror grow you better watch yourself when you jump into it 'cause the mirror's gonna steal your soul
I wonder how it came to be my friend that someone just like you has come again you'll never, never know how close you came until you fall in love with the diamond rain
throw all his trash away look out he's here to stay your mirror's gonna crack when he breaks into it and you'll never never be the same
look into his eyes and you can see why all the little kids are dressed in dreams I wonder how he's gonna make it back when he sees that you just know it's make-belief
blood crystalized as sand and now I hope you'll understand you reflected into his looking glass soul and now the mirror is your only friend
look into his eyes and you will see that men are not alone on the diamond sea sail into the heart of the lonely storm and tell her that you'll love her eternally
time takes its crazy toll mirror fallin' off the wall you better look out for the looking glass girl 'cause she's gonna take you for a fall
look into his eyes and you shall see why everything is quiet and nothing's free I wonder how he's gonna make her smile when love is running wild on the diamond sea
Here are my qoutes Only few of them but very....emotianal
1. I love standing in the rain...because then no one knows im crying
2. A hot tear slowly slides down my face...why is that not suprising
fave qoutes!!!!3.You hurt me and you dont even know it
4.When i heard the news a hot tear slowly slid down my face...why is it not suprising that it hurt.
5.carta de amor--- means love story in spanish
6.My love doesnt matter right know. i'll do anything for a friend...sadly
7.My mind doesnt want to continue wanting you but my heart wont let me stop
8.Secrets DONT make friends
9.Theres a point in life when you realize who matters.. who doesnt..and who is just wasting your time
10. I lvoe you and you dont even know it
11.It official..my life sucks... why is that not suprising
ALL OF THESE QOUTES WHERE MADE AND THOUGHT OF BY ME.. IF YOU SEE THEM SUMWHERE ELSE THAN SOMEONE ELSE PROBABLY THOUGHT OF IT TOO I DIDNT TAKE THESE OR STEAL THESE
ENJOY....most of these ive used myself.... i have on on right know..the first one..all of these are from real life experiences and are made for real feelings..thx and its official my life sucks[color=black][/color]
Look who's come back home again Loser looking for his lucky break This time he says he just needs a friend Ain't on the run he ain't on the take
Can you unlock this door baby Will you just undo the chain Will you take your time before you Mix up love, his love and his pain
Loneliness lays down his head Wants to get you high, you better take it now A man like that is like an unmade bed Stained eyes searching for another way out
Do you really even want this Maybe you just don't care All I know it takes just one kiss, baby For you... but he's never there
Hey I know it's kinda hard And maybe this time it will never end Hit-and-run lover back in your heart All those answered prayers you should never have sent
Cuz now that your in his arms babe Know your just in his way Suckered by his fatal charm, oh girl It's time... we get away
If you opened up and saw just how much you mean to me, you would go to bed every night knowing that someone out there cares for you, supports you, loves you, admires you and is willing to stay close by your side till the end of his life.
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