have a crush on a business speaker but he doesn't know. To be honest with you I wouldn't want him to know because he is married and so fourth, also he is 13 years older than me. I just like everything about him, he's confidence, authority all he's male attributeS defines him as my kind of man. Now I know in my heart that I can never have him and never let him know.
The only problem is, recently he has been looking at me, I know he is a speaker and when he talks he has to use eye- contact for everyone, however one time he gazed at me for longer periods of time as he was publicly speaking, he would look away to someone then look back at me. I felt a bit uncomfortable, although I was smiling broadly at him and nodding my head as he was continue. I just wanted to know why he was doing all that. Or maybe I am reading too much meaning in it.
well, as Myzyri have said, maybe you've been reading too much into it.. like, having spoken publicly quite often way back in college, i, too, am/ was always caught with people who nod their heads and show/ make facial expressions as i go on with my speech/ lecture.. for me, it just shows that they really understand what im saying and that they are really interested in what im sharing.. in turn, i nod and gaze back in their direction to affirm their interest in my speech/ topic.. maybe, that's just what's catching his attention..
on the other hand, the fact that you know your age difference means that you're interested in him 'more than' just a speaker.. but just a friendly advice.. save yourself from future pain, and get over him now, before things get out of hand.. for me, it's ok to have a "crush" on someone, but it's kinda different when there's a "third party" involved.. especially when that "third party" happens to be your crush's own family.. there are other fishes out there.. they may be hard to catch, but they're there..