{"id":39,"date":"2010-08-24T03:57:22","date_gmt":"2010-08-24T03:57:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/latestngreatest.net\/letters\/?p=39"},"modified":"2010-08-24T03:57:22","modified_gmt":"2010-08-24T03:57:22","slug":"still-on-my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/main\/still-on-my-mind.html","title":{"rendered":"Still on my mind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My dearest Keith,<\/p>\n<p>It has been a year and you are still on my mind. You seem to only exists      in my heart and float around in my dreams.<br \/>\nIllusion or not I fell in love with you, I breathed your air, I shared your      joys and your pains.<br \/>\nFor every tear that fell from your eyes two fell from mine. Every time I missed      you a star fell from the sky,<br \/>\nand the universe began to smother me and make me feel even smaller without      you.<br \/>\nLife as I know it hasn&#8217;t been the same, strong yearnings and emotional roller      coasters have tormented me<br \/>\nand tempted me to give in to thinking about you but in the end it won  the      exhausting battle and my life has come to an unexplainable  halt,<br \/>\nthe drive that I once had to strive to succeed suddenly vanished from my body,<br \/>\nnow I feel like I am stuck in quicksand and can&#8217;t even reach out towards you      for fear I will sink even further.<\/p>\n<p>The only advice I can almost trust in is &#8220;Time Heals all Wounds&#8221;      well how much time&#8230;&#8230;.<strong> <\/strong>Everything  I am, everything I will ever be is because of you. Ever since you  entered my life you brought everything that I could ever want-you. You  complete my soul and I could never imagine my life without you in it. I  promise that I will love you with all of my heart. My love is so deep  and real that I believe it will out distance the clock of eternity. You  have added this part of me that is so great, so unbelievably drunk with  joy that I will never begin to understand. I don&#8217;t know exactly what you  did to me, but I thank the angel&#8217;s everyday, for letting you come  rescue me. I love you and I will never stop feeling that.<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My dearest Keith, It has been a year and you are still on my mind. You seem to only exists in my heart and float around in my dreams. Illusion or not I fell in love with you, I breathed your air, I shared your joys and your pains. For every tear that fell from [&hellip;]<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions\/40"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.latestngreatest.net\/loveletters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}